There is nothing you can do
to make God love you anymore,
and there's nothing you can do
to make Him love you
Oh how I needed this one today. Sometimes, I have a hard time believing that I am worth loving. I know all my faults and all my failings. I know all the mistakes and the hurt and the anger that lives inside. There is a part of me that has a hard time believing that God could possibly love someone as imperfect as I am.
Funny thing is, that when I look at someone else, I don't see the same things at all. I see people who are doing the very best they can do. I see mistakes that are being overcome. I see repentance and sorrow and genuine remorse. I see the possibilities of change.
I look at my own children and love them so very much. They mean the world to me. One of the hardest things to bear is when they remind me of all my mistakes. (If you have grown children yourself, you will know what I mean, if you don't, well, it is coming!) I already condemn myself for not being the best parent. I already know what my failures are. It hurts more that they remember them too.
If I could go back and do anything at all, it would be to be a better parent. I did as well as I could with the knowledge that I had, but I know that I could have been so much better. I think that we all feel that way sometimes. The hard part is recognizing that is not the Lord speaking for us. He truly does love us with all of our mistakes and failings.
I know that I love my children no matter what type of mistakes they make. I love them no matter what they do. I might want them to do better, but I will love them no matter what. I think that our Heavenly Father, who is a much better parent than I will ever be, loves us even more than I am capable of loving my own children. It makes sense to me that there is nothing we can do that will make Him love us any more or any less.
I love the part of this that reminds me, He will never love me less. He loves me exactly as I am.
I am not enough by myself, but in Him I will be all He needs me to be.