I am learning that He knows everything about me. It is not Him that doesn't accept me, it is that I don't accept myself. No matter how much I forgive others, I have a really difficult time forgiving myself. Sometimes I feel like it is all my fault.
Today, I really needed someone. I haven't been feeling good, I was very emotional, my heart was aching. I miss seeing people that I love and taking blame for something that I didn't even do. Heavenly Father knew how much I needed to know that He remembered me.
I made a blanket for one of my grandsons and he received it in the mail today. His mom video taped him opening the box and being so excited about getting a blanket from Grammy. That short and sweet video was just what I needed to remind me that I am loved. That I am enough just as I am. I can't control anything that people want to believe, I can only go forward and do the best I can do.
He made the stars and the moon above, but He also made my heart. He filled it with love and with caring. I think the reason that it hurts so much is because I really do care. I really do want to make a difference. I really do want those who I don't get to see to know how much I love them. I want them to know that they mean the world to me.
Heavenly Father knows my name, and He also knows theirs. He know what we each need. Somehow, what I am missing now is just a short moment in the eternity of things. It doesn't always seem that way, but I know it is true. Time can seem like it lasts forever, but it is really very fleeting and somehow things will all be made right in the end.
He knows my heart and my story and my name.
That is enough.
Today, I really needed someone. I haven't been feeling good, I was very emotional, my heart was aching. I miss seeing people that I love and taking blame for something that I didn't even do. Heavenly Father knew how much I needed to know that He remembered me.
I made a blanket for one of my grandsons and he received it in the mail today. His mom video taped him opening the box and being so excited about getting a blanket from Grammy. That short and sweet video was just what I needed to remind me that I am loved. That I am enough just as I am. I can't control anything that people want to believe, I can only go forward and do the best I can do.
He made the stars and the moon above, but He also made my heart. He filled it with love and with caring. I think the reason that it hurts so much is because I really do care. I really do want to make a difference. I really do want those who I don't get to see to know how much I love them. I want them to know that they mean the world to me.
Heavenly Father knows my name, and He also knows theirs. He know what we each need. Somehow, what I am missing now is just a short moment in the eternity of things. It doesn't always seem that way, but I know it is true. Time can seem like it lasts forever, but it is really very fleeting and somehow things will all be made right in the end.
He knows my heart and my story and my name.
That is enough.
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